Bipolar When It Counts

{November 25, 2012}   School? ? ?

So I’m thinking about going back to school in January. I’ve only got a few classes left to do before I’m finished a three year degree. The only problem is that I want to do a for year degree, which leaves me with 14 classes left. Can I do it?

Am I going to be able to handle going back? I was thinking about doing 3 classes. See, the thing us, I thrive at school. I love the environment, and the challenge it presents. The people are amazing too.

Its like a whole separate world there, one where I feel like I really belong. I would love to teach at the university level. I think it would be amazing. To share my passion with others? You can’t get much better than that!

I have always wanted to pursue my Masters and PhD. I am thinking it may be time to revisit that dream.

All of this is possible because of my
wonderful husband. He is so supportive of everything I want to do. And this is the one thing that I haven’t been able to finish since we met.

Maybe I will actually be able to finish my degree after all. Wish me luck!


{October 8, 2012}   Happy thanksgiving?

Really? Do we really need a special day to show our thanks?  Shouldn’t we be thankful every day?  We all have so much to be thankful for.  Life. Love. Laughter. Family. Life. Oh wait, I said that already.  lol.

So what am I thankful for today. All of the above. Everything. How about my sanity? That’s a good one. For I have been truly sane for over a month now. The abilify is working amazingly well. I feel great for the first time in a long time.

What are you thankful for?

{September 20, 2012}   Am I?

I am… stable. I think. I feel better. Really. At least my mood have stabilized. A lot. The abilify, combined with divalproex, seem to have done the trick. I don’t cry, scream, rant or rave. I have a job again. Its casual, but at least its a job. Im still trying to get things put back together, but I feel now like this is possible. I know that I can’t go back, but I can move forward. I can try asking for forgiveness. And hope. There is always hope. Hope and trust. Two things we all take for granted. You don’t realiZe how much you rely on them till you don’t have them any more… My bff wrote a response to my last post. Im going to approve it so you can all see it. Sometimes, you just have to believe that everything will change for the better. Hope and trust.

et cetera
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